Chapter 6

Mother must hate me alot.She tried to poison me,I don't know why she wants to hurt me.I do everything she wants me too.I wish the two days before the children services lady came could have lasted forever,it reminded me of the old mom that I loved.I really hate it when mother makes me lay in the tub with cold water for hours.When I heard my bothers outside listening to their Halloween music and carving pumpkins while I'm laying in freezing water it made me wanna scream.when mother went into labor father let me play with my brothers and cooked for us and I got seconds!I wish mother would stay away forever,but as soon as she returned it was the same thing again.I really wish we could just be a family again.Even thou Father is a totally different person when mother is around I wish he would stay around.I never know when the next time I'm going to see him is and it hurts inside to see me go.I never will tell him that but I'm sure that he really knows.